Seems like the script I wanted to write for my life has been lost coz nothing is working. And thus, all the time I wiled and I dreams i dreamt hoping for good, hoping that it would help me to move towards my pssion have been threatened and they might even be shattered.
Now, what's the plan next is just wait coz the time is isnt on my side for now and neither are people. Time is actually the best author coz that always has the perfect ending.
But people, yeah let me put all my angst here. My personal space which is public. Where I can have my say and showcase it to world. And even by reading this, if anyone want's to fuck me then man he should be the best fucker who can fuck anyone's ass both gay and straight.
People, have a problem with my attitude, a guy who wants his own good for the sake of himself is bad. I want good for myself coz I am good and yes better, I cant do things in the best way but I can do them in way better than those who are doing it. I never ever thought or even think of fucking anyone. Yet, I am bad you see, my attitude is wrong, I am simply publicised as a stupid asshole.
This (I am laughing now) is said by mother fuckers (second handlers who do not have the gut in ass to do a thing totally by themselves) who want good not by doing good but by fucking others ass. People, I am talking of many I saw all through my life.
If I have to get a repo then it should not be on my own thing, but it should be by proving that the other guy is bad. (You ban a Black Friday and give best movie award to Devdas/Koi Mil Gaya/Veer-Zaara/Black.) This is how the real world is, not just the fucking profession where everyone craves for name and yes money.
They might buy the most beautiful bitch (marriage is serious business right, where woman is sold for slavery and prostitution and men buy them coz they want to fuck and satisfy their dick's ego) or the costliest drug they dreamt of (drug = home, car etc...). And with that name which they earn by fucking others ass, they shave their hair on the penis and pussies with that name they earn get may be but they want it coz that makes the hair on those grow again without name those sex organs are of no use. A guy who is good is not sincerely appreciated and if he is being appreciated then the manager says, "Ok, he is Good I know. Which implies you are not that good you asshole"
"Management", mother fucking term used to kill you just by words. No weapons here, no blood shed its the most non violent means of killing. So the rule that the management has set up is, never appreciate anyone sincerely always try to find the bad more than the good in them coz that would really help your fucking thing grow.
OK, now back to those real mother fuckers. What do they do when they get screwed up?? They lick the assholes of the guys whom they fucked but are better. This is to get their thing done, else they cant go to bed to fuck their wives or get fucked up with their husbands or even masturbate in peace.
The world that was meant to be beautiful like an innocent child's dream is never that. Try to learn and fuck others or just get lost and lie in the grave peacefully or just kill them if you are that powerful. Else, you are anyways gonna get fucked.
I am good, yes I am seriously good but not the best yet I am better than many others but still many do not want me as a human being, as a writer, as a colleague coz I am better and that's what they do not want, a better person in the world.